Today was a hard day but I got to spend time with my father which was good. I ran some errands with him and it was beautiful outside. My mom went to a baby shower and me and my dad drove her there. In the car drive I prayed to the Lord for protection and comfort. I was feeling despair. I was feeling that the Enemy would be able to destroy me because of my torture. I felt that Jesus would not save me. But the Lord reminded me that he has sent a guardian angel to protect me. He said the guardian angel is making it so that I do not remember my abuse and that I am comforted in my soul. He said that the guardian angel loves me a lot and that he knows I am being tormented. He said the guardian angel is very strong and loving and that he is not afraid of evil. He said the guardian angel knows I feel destroyed and Jesus said that the guardian angel will help protect me everyday. Jesus said that I will be healed very soon and that I need not fear that He loves me and will overcome all evil.