I'd gladly give it back to Him of he wants it. It is His, after all.
Those who seek to save their life will lose It, but those that lose their lives in order to fulfill the role Christ would like him/her to fulfill will gain it. Christ died for us willingly, likewise let our heart find ease in this state of trusting in his providence with all our hearts at the expense of our knowledge. What is our lives here? It is but grass. Man is but a shadow. We are sojourners, this place is not our home. Ask, seek, pursue the will of God for you, but be willing to lay it all on the line.
Those who seek to save their life will lose It, but those that lose their lives in order to fulfill the role Christ would like him/her to fulfill will gain it. Christ died for us willingly, likewise let our heart find ease in this state of trusting in his providence with all our hearts at the expense of our knowledge. What is our lives here? It is but grass. Man is but a shadow. We are sojourners, this place is not our home. Ask, seek, pursue the will of God for you, but be willing to lay it all on the line.