Hope

Really hoping things get better. My life has felt empty for a long time. I'm trying to overcome price, self consciousness, lack of motivation, self estreem issues, depression, confidence issues, and issues with friends. The only comfort I have right now is that somewhere in this world someone is having the same kind of struggles I am having. I am not really that close to God yet, I still have a long way to really knowing Jesus. I hope things go well though. I am reallly hoping my life turns around sometime. right now I feel like I have no purpose, I just exist. Sometimes I feel like an empty shell. I give into sin too easy, I need stronger will power, I need more friends, more reasons to care.

Things are really crazy...