I have an embarrassing question and just so unsure where I stand with god. I struggle with sin ( or 1 particular sin) in my life I have repented but end up doing it over and over again. I said something thinking it would scare me enough to never ever do and yes it was a stupid thing to do/say but I told god if I do it again he was to send me to hell. I'm terrified he will and it eats me up daily