today is the day where I find it so hard not to drink. I am a recovering alcoholic at the age of 23. I want to drink so bad. I keep tasting baileys in my mouth. I.want it sooooooooooooo bad. More than anything at this moment. I need Gods help right now. I know your there and you listen. Please let this be my first st. Patricks day. Please Jesus give me strengh.