I had a hard day today thinking about my abuser Silver abusing me. I had some devastating flashbacks of her abusing me and it crushed my soul. I prayed to the Lord and he reminded me that I have forgiven Silver and that I love her from the deepest parts of my heart. The Lord had me pray for Silver and pray that she knows I love her and that I am praying for her daily. I prayed that Silver would be comforted with Jesus' grace and that she would know how deeply I love her. I cried today because I could feel the depth of my love for her and the depth of her pain. She has suffered so much and that is why she tortured me. My heart was broken today that she abused me so badly but I know that one day the Lord will heal her soul and she will feel the love He has for her and that I have for her.