Dear Heavenly Father,
I just would like to know why this is all happening to me? I am not sure what to do. I am so lost at the moment. I seem to be going backwards instead of forwards. After having my camera, phone and keys stolen, I had to be randomly touched by a man close to my home in the middle of the day? I don't get it. It seems that nothing is going right for me here in Vietnam.
I guess I am struggling and not sure what to do. I know that you have blest this journey but I am weak. These burdens that you have placed on me are too much for me to carry. I am trying to do the best by the school and everyone else here but the truth is I am not really enjoying it at all. I know that it is going to get easier especially as You are with me through all of this but it seems like I have noone to talk to. Everyone seems to just either ignore me or not give me any solid, good advice. Sure I have friends but I am not sure if they are really the ones that I should be talking to. It is all too lonely at the moment. I think that I am going insane. I am not sure what to do. I am not even sure what will make me happy. I keep changing my mind. Even the blessings of my life have come with their own problems. I am lacking so much in wisdom right now.
Dear God, I know that You would not have brought me here to leave me. That there is learning in this and through this all one day I will see Your mighty hand at work but could you at least show me some direction in this? I am not sure what I am doing here.
Dear God, I beg you please help me. Help me find You in all of this. Help me see Your love and glory. Help me to love those around me even when I don't want to. Help me to walk Your path and when I stumble, help me to pick my self back up again.
In Jesus name, Amen
I just would like to know why this is all happening to me? I am not sure what to do. I am so lost at the moment. I seem to be going backwards instead of forwards. After having my camera, phone and keys stolen, I had to be randomly touched by a man close to my home in the middle of the day? I don't get it. It seems that nothing is going right for me here in Vietnam.
I guess I am struggling and not sure what to do. I know that you have blest this journey but I am weak. These burdens that you have placed on me are too much for me to carry. I am trying to do the best by the school and everyone else here but the truth is I am not really enjoying it at all. I know that it is going to get easier especially as You are with me through all of this but it seems like I have noone to talk to. Everyone seems to just either ignore me or not give me any solid, good advice. Sure I have friends but I am not sure if they are really the ones that I should be talking to. It is all too lonely at the moment. I think that I am going insane. I am not sure what to do. I am not even sure what will make me happy. I keep changing my mind. Even the blessings of my life have come with their own problems. I am lacking so much in wisdom right now.
Dear God, I know that You would not have brought me here to leave me. That there is learning in this and through this all one day I will see Your mighty hand at work but could you at least show me some direction in this? I am not sure what I am doing here.
Dear God, I beg you please help me. Help me find You in all of this. Help me see Your love and glory. Help me to love those around me even when I don't want to. Help me to walk Your path and when I stumble, help me to pick my self back up again.
In Jesus name, Amen