My Outpatient clinic is full.Such activity which makes my monitoring stressful. My day ends at 2 pm & then I retreat to either home or my Dads to regroup. I am learning to put myself in a peaceful place where prayer is the first thing and last thing I do daily. I am feeling stress,depression,sick,angry and moody.This too shall soon pass ( I am told). It's 5 days checking in and addiction monitoring to my 2 days off weekends. It worries me how I feel Saturday when Big Brother isn't here to watch me.