Well that is what it has been like for myself for the last week. My husband is working midnights this week and was working the same all last week. Everynight I find myself sitting here on my puled out Futon contemplating what God has in store for me. I find myself praying for an answer, direction of some sort, and somehow wind up on that futon everynight. Still no answer, the question remains, What am I supposed to do with my life? What do you have in store for me? What is it you want me to do?
Well, finally I have decided, that I am gonig to continue on the path I am, only, I am going to write about it. Write down how things are going, what the day brought my way, and trust that God will lead me in the way I am to go. I am going to remain available to help those who need it, available to work when needed, and ready to advance to any situation brought to me. Through time and patience I will continue to pray, and trust God. I have faith that I will end up where I am to be.
I will end up every night sitting on my futon, except this time I will be there for a different purpose. I will be there writing what it is I went through and struggled with, My testimony of my life if you may, and will hopefully, in time, have it published in hopes that it may help someone else who is going through what I am going through, and perhaps make it a little easier for them as they do it.
God Bless you all!