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Can't Find Him

My anorexia came back in full blast; for the longest time I've struggled with eating disorders and depression.

Last few days: bing eating.

Three weeks ago, after a lot of stuff happened, I forced myself to throw up. While I was at work.

Hah. I attempted suicide, but I now only have a healing cut on my arm because it wasn't deep enough.

My thoughts are cloudy today.

God, where are you?