I've been reflecting on my life the last few days, and have you ever wondered why God blesses you when you really feel like you don't deserve it? I look at my life...I have a wonderful job and a beautiful wife and daughter. I'm (for the most part) financially stable, and I have a position at work that I have no right being in (I lucked into a promotion that i'm not qualified for).
I call it luck, but it's really Gods blessing. And it really makes me wonder, why? What did I do to deserve God's blessing like this? I really feel unworthy of what I have. There are thousands of people in this world that are less fortunate then me, who are much more "Godly". I've committed some horrible sins in my life. Even after becoming a Christian, I've still committed some shameful sins that I struggle with.
So why does God continue to shower me with these life blessings? I really feel unworthy and that I don't deserve them. Don't get me wrong, I'm thankful and happy for God's blessings in my life, but it really just makes me ponder why thats all.
I call it luck, but it's really Gods blessing. And it really makes me wonder, why? What did I do to deserve God's blessing like this? I really feel unworthy of what I have. There are thousands of people in this world that are less fortunate then me, who are much more "Godly". I've committed some horrible sins in my life. Even after becoming a Christian, I've still committed some shameful sins that I struggle with.
So why does God continue to shower me with these life blessings? I really feel unworthy and that I don't deserve them. Don't get me wrong, I'm thankful and happy for God's blessings in my life, but it really just makes me ponder why thats all.