This is my first blog entry and I would like to pray for everyone who reads this blog. Dear Lord, (or as I call him Daddy Jesus) please hear this prayer that I am performing for each and every user of this site . I pray that if their is anyone going through any of the stressful situations that I am going through that you are a comforter and a provider for them. That you will be by their side and to open their ears so that they may hear your voice, and that you bring peace to their situation. I just wanna thank you for everyone that reads this blog and thank you for bringing us together through here. Amen.
I was supposed to type something out when I made this blog, but i hadnt gotten to it yet. I didnt have anything to do, I just hadnt. Which I think I might be lazy.. I don't wanna be but I feel theres some laziness in me. Not some but actually alot. So, I've been staying with my aunt since the 11th of July and things were going okay until she gets on to me about an "attitude" that I do not have with her. I've explained to her that I dont have an attitude with her, but she still insists that its the way I say things. I truly don't, but she says that her children used to be kids before and she knows when someone has an attitude with her and tried to get her to change her opinion on me and it didn't work. I was supposed to be staying with her till I get into these clustered apartments that they had for people involving mental health, but that fell through when they told me that I would have to be put on a wait list for a case worker and you have to have one of those to get into those apartments. I told her it would take two weeks to get in and thats what CCC (Counseling Center) told me how long it was going to take and that it was a for sure thing that I would get in. Now theyre saying something different now that i moved to a different town and am staying with a relative. I just got out of a sober living home in the town that I grew up in and had been there for 8 months and graduated from there . On July 26th, 2025 I became a year clean. I'm trying to get on my feet, is what i'm doing, and my aunt offered to help so i took it because I didnt want to move back into my parents because my mom is a drug addict herself, i needed a stable enviroment. I thought it would be good because i like her and she's been supportive in my sobriety, but there's just something that I noticed that I didn't like. Its how she gets angry and how she treats people.Especially when she's in the middle of prayer. It's not right and it makes me not want to pray with her anymore. I'll explain more when i get my laptop charged.
See ya x
I was supposed to type something out when I made this blog, but i hadnt gotten to it yet. I didnt have anything to do, I just hadnt. Which I think I might be lazy.. I don't wanna be but I feel theres some laziness in me. Not some but actually alot. So, I've been staying with my aunt since the 11th of July and things were going okay until she gets on to me about an "attitude" that I do not have with her. I've explained to her that I dont have an attitude with her, but she still insists that its the way I say things. I truly don't, but she says that her children used to be kids before and she knows when someone has an attitude with her and tried to get her to change her opinion on me and it didn't work. I was supposed to be staying with her till I get into these clustered apartments that they had for people involving mental health, but that fell through when they told me that I would have to be put on a wait list for a case worker and you have to have one of those to get into those apartments. I told her it would take two weeks to get in and thats what CCC (Counseling Center) told me how long it was going to take and that it was a for sure thing that I would get in. Now theyre saying something different now that i moved to a different town and am staying with a relative. I just got out of a sober living home in the town that I grew up in and had been there for 8 months and graduated from there . On July 26th, 2025 I became a year clean. I'm trying to get on my feet, is what i'm doing, and my aunt offered to help so i took it because I didnt want to move back into my parents because my mom is a drug addict herself, i needed a stable enviroment. I thought it would be good because i like her and she's been supportive in my sobriety, but there's just something that I noticed that I didn't like. Its how she gets angry and how she treats people.Especially when she's in the middle of prayer. It's not right and it makes me not want to pray with her anymore. I'll explain more when i get my laptop charged.
See ya x