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August 14th

Trying to be optimistic again.

Today was okay, I guess. I worked on the video game I'm making quite a bit. I recorded the dialogue for the game with my classmates. I played the role of the main character, so I had a very important part. I hope it went well.

The voices in my head keep telling me to quit school. The nice voice says "Anything is better than going to hell. So quit!" I really don't want to quit though. I've been working hard all semester long and quitting would really make me feel bad.

I'm so afraid. I've been listening to this music video a lot and it makes me feel better.


I really like the singer. I listen to a lot of her songs. The voices laugh at me a lot. They say listening to such songs is all in vain.

Just a few minutes ago the voices said that I will go to hell starting on Friday. This is because Friday is the last day for me to quit. I feel so miserable because of what they said. I really feel like I am going to hell. All I can think of are all the wrongs I've done. It makes me feel like the worst person who ever lived.

Trying to calm down. The voices really scare me.
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