Sounds weird considering the way I conducted myself in OBOB and other Christian forums here at CF, but I've always, always never believed in God since I was about 13 (I'm 24 now).
I bought a rosary.
I bought a Sunday Missal.
I bought a book of prayers.
I still don't believe.
I took the eucharist. I felt kind of good at first, but likened it to the same feeling I get when my resperidol-consta shot (schizophrenia) - drowsy, light headed, edified - which doesn't take effect for other a week. In other words? Psychosymatic.
End. Of. The. Line.
Oh, I will post, and I won't be hateful, becuase I realize how much Christianity has helped people - but--- nevermind.
I bought a rosary.
I bought a Sunday Missal.
I bought a book of prayers.
I still don't believe.
I took the eucharist. I felt kind of good at first, but likened it to the same feeling I get when my resperidol-consta shot (schizophrenia) - drowsy, light headed, edified - which doesn't take effect for other a week. In other words? Psychosymatic.
End. Of. The. Line.
Oh, I will post, and I won't be hateful, becuase I realize how much Christianity has helped people - but--- nevermind.