April 5th

Really worried about things. I'm having a hard time accepting Jesus in my head. I hear a nice voice in my head that constantly tries to witness to me. He says, "Accept Jesus before it is too late." The good voice says that I have to accept Jesus with my whole heart and soul. I can't just say that I accept Jesus. I have to accept Jesus in my head as well when talking with the voices I hear in my head.

I'm really paranoid right now. I'm afraid an asteroid is going to collide with the Earth soon. I'm afraid that millions of people will die including me. NASA says that the asteroid will pass by earth and it won't hit it, but I'm afraid they will be wrong.

I'm really worried that I will go to hell after I die because I feel like a really bad person. The good voice in my head says that this doesn't have to be the case. The good voice says if I accept Jesus with my heart and soul I will be saved. For some reason I'm afraid that even if I accept Jesus with my heart and soul I still won't be saved because I am just too bad.

Anyway, those are my fears. I don't want to scare anyone about asteroids. Sorry for that. Hopefully it won't happen. I'm just really scared and not doing good mentally.