part of my social network is gone. It wasn't much but it kept me alive in the lean years. Now its gone..
A women led me on for months and months, then turned on me and went out with someone else, with no regard or conscious... complete malice. Cut throat like.. And she is fine with her new boyfriend, I am out, I am looked upon as a no one now. This is an example of the earth... The world with out God.. God warned me. I did not understand.. Now I understand.. From a worlds perspective: I might have looked like a player instead of a Christian...
Doesn't matter.. What matters, is to trust God and stay away from these sadistic people, they do not have my best interests at heart and they never will. IT is my heart they want to kill.
I knew this girl for a short time, " Thank God" , no longer! and then I left and never came back, and Im not going to go back to the groups I know her from. It was a short term experience. Very heart breaking.. Sad, necessary for my next level of development.
You can not trust un trust worthy people. If you push them enough you will see there true colors..
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God never sanctioned any of this.. None of it. I was lucky to get out of that with the skin of my teeth. I did learn enough, and learn allot... so, that was a plus.
Falling in love with people when they are not in love with me is a mistake.. Its of proverbs proportion... Meaning, read proverbs first before I act out... The folly I face is in the wisdom of Soleman.
A women led me on for months and months, then turned on me and went out with someone else, with no regard or conscious... complete malice. Cut throat like.. And she is fine with her new boyfriend, I am out, I am looked upon as a no one now. This is an example of the earth... The world with out God.. God warned me. I did not understand.. Now I understand.. From a worlds perspective: I might have looked like a player instead of a Christian...
Doesn't matter.. What matters, is to trust God and stay away from these sadistic people, they do not have my best interests at heart and they never will. IT is my heart they want to kill.
I knew this girl for a short time, " Thank God" , no longer! and then I left and never came back, and Im not going to go back to the groups I know her from. It was a short term experience. Very heart breaking.. Sad, necessary for my next level of development.
You can not trust un trust worthy people. If you push them enough you will see there true colors..
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God never sanctioned any of this.. None of it. I was lucky to get out of that with the skin of my teeth. I did learn enough, and learn allot... so, that was a plus.
Falling in love with people when they are not in love with me is a mistake.. Its of proverbs proportion... Meaning, read proverbs first before I act out... The folly I face is in the wisdom of Soleman.