Today was a hard day. I was haunted by bad memories that I could not escape. I felt pain in my heart and soul for being tortured. I felt less than other people because I was tortured. I was reminded about heaven and that brought me great peace. I imagined being in heaven with the Lord, in perfect peace. I am looking forward to the day when I am with the Lord finally. I will finally be able to rest my weary soul and be healed from his kindness and love. I know Jesus loves me and that he is looking forward to me being in his heaven forever. I know heaven is beautiful. I imagine wearing all white and seeing the many mansions of heaven. I imagine all the angels praising the Lord.