I had a difficult day today. I was suffering from remembering my torture. I went to visit two schools with my mom to see if I could get a volunteer position working with children. I met kind people. I also went to the mall with my mom to look at essential oils. I still felt some pain in my heart. My heart was hurting because of how I was tortured and ritually abused. My heart was hurting because of the abuse Silver did to me. She made me feel not beautiful. She was very cruel and hurt my soul. I suffered a lot today thinking about how cruel she was.