Yes, I'm garbage. Are you happy now?

[over the rainbow]

x

 

[matilda1991]

There are people in the Bible that would be considered "crazy" that God demonstrated his love for-Mary was possessed by demons; there was the man that lived in the cemetary that nobody else has compassion for yet Jesus loved him.

I dont do such a good job of it but I look to Him for how to love. He said Love God and Love each other. I try to do that. I used to feel like nobody could love me, not even Jesus. I know that is not true and when I don't love my self, he does.

 

[over the rainbow]

x

 

[matilda1991]

I don't like it when anyone calls themself garbage because it is not true.

 

[matilda1991]

OK well goodnight.

 

[Criada]

I don't know whether you are still around, sweetie... but I'm praying for you
People do care, really.

 

[Tu Es Petrus]

I feel like garbage. I know I'm crazy, selfish, insincere, stupid, a bother, worthless, and somebody to be ignored. Yeah, all the people before now told me that. They raped me, used me, beat me, ignored me, tortured me, knifed me, abandoned me, bought me, sold me, laughed at me, humiliated me and left me for dead. They also lied to me, tricked me, told me that God loved me, and prayed for me while they laughed behind my back. I know I'm worthless and crazy. I don't need anymore people telling me that. I KNOW I'M WORTHLESS. I KNOW I DON'T MATTER. I KNOW I'M HATED. I KNOW I'M GARBAGE. YOU DON'T HAVE TO KEEP TELLING ME!!!!!!!!! How could I have been so stupid to think I could trust people?????? People are evil! I HATE THIS WORLD!!!!!!! I NEVER BELONGED HERE AND I NEVER WILL!!!!!! I am not deserving or something. Maybe I'm not holy enough. Maybe it's just because I'm crazy. Hey, newsflash, God don't like crazy people either. All the crazy people should be put to death starting with me. I'm sure the world is in agreement. I'm sure God is in agreement. YOu're right God. I don't belong on this earth. And the very fact that you supposedly made me makes you flawed. I knew it anyway. I'm so stupid and evil. I HATE THIS WORLD!!!!!!! I HATE PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!

I don't hate you.

I hope you can get past whatever is bothering you. There are good people out there.

Just remember: Your anger does not hurt the people you are angry with. It only hurts you, and you deserve better than to hurt yourself. You are precious in the eyes of God, and thats what matters most.

 

[over the rainbow]

x

 

[UnitynLove]

Listen to the bible and what it says about you!! check this out

YouTube - TogetherInWorship's Channel

 

[BlackSabb]

Yes I'm loved. And I know it.

I struggle with constant feelings of worthlessness so I know what you're going through. So, in the spirit of healing in this subforum, I put a few words in your mouth.