i've decided against my own thread, (painfully I might add) and come to a conclusion:
through some prayer and soul-searching i'm changing my vote.
i hasten to add that it wasn't by anyone's comments here, i'm sorry, i just don't agree with what most of you said, i still don't, in principle.
what made me change my whole outlook on this thing was the Tiller case, i confess, i was all right with it, at first. here was a guy, performing late term abortions (something even most of his colleagues doesn't support, i guess they took their oath a lil more seriously than tiller did "do no harm") who, as it turns out, was performing ILLEGAL abortions under the states guidelines. (I saw this on youtube featuring bill o'reily)
note: i can't stand o'reily, and i didn't get my info from him, it was his guest that stated this fact. He said you need a medical reason to do what tiller did, and basically (in so many words) the governor was turning a blind eye, but now "they're serious this time", and tiller was libel for what he was doing, but i digress...
while this whole thing was going on, i saw so many ppl "out for blood", it just didn't feel right, so i was getting my meds refilled, and i had AFR on the radio, and this host was saying "what happened to love your enemies?" what happened to "vengence is mine sayeth the lord?" do we just pick and choose scripture at will, or only when it suits us? etc.
it was a smack in the face to me, and i realized i made a grievous error, and needed to repent, my emotions got the better of me.
(btw, i made that ABUNDANTLY clear when i posted this thread, i was just trying to be honest and forthright, having ppl "calling me on it" when it was something i had already copped to, is in my opinion, bad form, and in poor taste.)
anyway, that's it, thank you for those that voted and responded.