I grew up in the S Baptist Church til I was a teen, then into the Methodist church wil I left home at 18. Gone from the church and far from God til I was in my mid 30's. The Holy Spirit persued me for years before I came to the LCMS church of which I am currently a member.
It is in this church that my prodigal heart came to know the Lord and begin to grow in faith. I have loved this church and had both my children baptised, my son confirmed and my husband and I both served VERY actively until last year.
Now I know we have to leave, it breaks my heart but we are no longer being fed, no longer allowed to serve where we are gifted, no longer welcome. I can't even get my pastors to meet with me, they are to busy and we are not important enough to bother them.
We have given ourselves a year from the time we knew we were no longer welcome to heal and make sure we were not being rash or leaning on feelings. We will finish our commitment in 2 weeks and then we are free.
We do plan on attending at least 1 LCMS church in the area, it is a nice church but very small and with no youth to speak of. My son wants to either find a church with us or find his own. He has been hurt tremendously and will no longer consider the call into ministry that he talked of since he was a small boy.
And to be quite honest there are things about the LCMS which I just don't understand biblically. I have to rely on the internet for teaching and this website for clarity into issues that I struggle with spiritually.
I am weary and ready to give up but rather than let my faith become weak and flicker into a smoldering wick we are choosing to move forward and ask the Lord to fan us back into flames.