what are you feeling right now? (23)

[chaoticfirefly]

I want to hurt soneone emotionally. Make them cry and contemplate taking their lives.

In fact, I think I will. I mean, I miss that power where I made that pastor quit his job after he let his daughter die. Why show empathy when it seems most lack that?

 

[grandvizier1006]

I want to hurt soneone emotionally. Make them cry and contemplate taking their lives.

In fact, I think I will. I mean, I miss that power where I made that pastor quit his job after he let his daughter die. Why show empathy when it seems most lack that?

 

[Jeshu]

I want to hurt soneone emotionally. Make them cry and contemplate taking their lives.

In fact, I think I will. I mean, I miss that power where I made that pastor quit his job after he let his daughter die. Why show empathy when it seems most lack that?

I don't advise you to kill love or any other good life within you because others have done the same. A loveless life makes us very unhappy or causes us to rejoice in bad life, what good is it to join those who have life in wrong? Wrong delights in hurting life you don't want to walk around with that inside your psyche.

I don't know about you but I rather serve good life than have being in bad life.

Peace.

 

[Maka]

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[chaoticfirefly]

Been in agony for the lasg few days that I finally had to go to the ER because I couldn't wait until my appointment Tuesday.

 

[MiniEmu]

Been in agony for the lasg few days that I finally had to go to the ER because I couldn't wait until my appointment Tuesday.

I hope the trip has eased your discomfort/pain a little.

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I hate sharing a flat, at least while my moods are like this. Or rather I dislike sharing a flat with someone who is so ... well, passive aggressive. Says the passive aggressive poster. I'm aware of the stupidity of this comment.

If I move home, the commute would be worth it. But then I'd be back home...

 

[Jeshu]

Been in agony for the lasg few days that I finally had to go to the ER because I couldn't wait until my appointment Tuesday.

I hope and pray that you are doing a bit better.

 

[Jeshu]

I'm feeling a lot if stress and anxiety but I don't know why this would be, all these emotions tumbling through my being without knowing why this is happening. I've been giving it to Jesus to take care off.

I've also been extremely nauseated.

 

[Press On]

I'm feeling a lot if stress and anxiety but I don't know why this would be, all these emotions tumbling through my being without knowing why this is happening. I've been giving it to Jesus to take care off.

I've also been extremely nauseated.

Prayers & thoughts are with you, Gerry. I'm going through the same things.

 

[chaoticfirefly]

I'm still in so much pain that I've been taking pain killers/ambien every time I wake up, I've barely been lucid, unable to make it to work and can't eat because of the severity. The doctor I saw refused to listen to me, told me to take acetaminophen and other pain-killers, and I told him I'm taking those at a dosage that could very well kill me or cause my liver to fail and it's not working. And as usual, since I was nine years old, was waved off as "it's nothing".

 

[grandvizier1006]

I'm still in so much pain that I've been taking pain killers/ambien every time I wake up, I've barely been lucid, unable to make it to work and can't eat because of the severity. The doctor I saw refused to listen to me, told me to take acetaminophen and other pain-killers, and I told him I'm taking those at a dosage that could very well kill me or cause my liver to fail and it's not working. And as usual, since I was nine years old, was waved off as "it's nothing".

Sorry to hear all of that. People are too reliant on pills, like they expect them to solve everything. I'd just take them in smaller doses if it's one of those medicines that has really bad withdrawal symptoms.

 

[chaoticfirefly]

I hope and pray that you are doing a bit better.

sorry i just saw this. thank you.

I'm feeling a lot if stress and anxiety but I don't know why this would be, all these emotions tumbling through my being without knowing why this is happening. I've been giving it to Jesus to take care off.

I've also been extremely nauseated.

it seems a lot of people are feeling sick in a lot of ways lately. i hope you feel better!

Sorry to hear all of that. People are too reliant on pills, like they expect them to solve everything. I'd just take them in smaller doses if it's one of those medicines that has really bad withdrawal symptoms.

they're supposed to help with inflammation, among other things and i was told to take higher doses for the extreme pain. they're just over the counter stuff since i can't actually take pain killers prescribed by doctors (morphine and all that, it makes me puke). lower doses don't help and the higher doses only numb for a few hours + ambien, so they knock me out. nine in the morning cannot get here soon enough ugh

 

[Yusuphhai]

I'm feeling a lot if stress and anxiety but I don't know why this would be, all these emotions tumbling through my being without knowing why this is happening. I've been giving it to Jesus to take care off.

I've also been extremely nauseated.

Pray for your peace in heart dear brother.

 

[Yusuphhai]

i have thought to visit an orphanage, but a cold prevents me. Anyway, i have hope of healing my depression, for i have a good system of Recovery. God really loves me more than I can imagine.All thanks to Him.

Wish you all a happy day!

 

[Jeshu]

i have thought to visit an orphanage, but a cold prevents me. Anyway, i have hope of healing my depression, for i have a good system of Recovery. God really loves me more than I can imagine.All thanks to Him.

Wish you all a happy day!

Our God is a glorious God full of compassion, and able to help, comfort and restore us.

 

[chaoticfirefly]

Exhausted. They found a source of the pain (liquid where it shouldn't be) and believes a cyst burst. Put me on morphine so I'm exhausted.

 

[Jeshu]

Exhausted. They found a source of the pain (liquid where it shouldn't be) and believes a cyst burst. Put me on morphine so I'm exhausted.

How awful, hoping and praying you will feel a bit better soon.

 

[grandvizier1006]

For several nights now I have filled my head with bitter, self-loathing thoughts, and the more I think them the more true I think they are, and the more hopeless I feel. I need help and I need my sanity back. And I want all of my expectations and false thoughts to be exposed as falsehoods.

 

[Jeshu]

For several nights now I have filled my head with bitter, self-loathing thoughts, and the more I think them the more true I think they are, and the more hopeless I feel. I need help and I need my sanity back. And I want all of my expectations and false thoughts to be exposed as falsehoods.

Dear brother,

Please understand that the enemy torturing you dwells within you. When those who love God believe the lies of Satan then they always feel bad because our good life begins to die. Please let the truth of the bible set you free from your anguish.

Paul writes that love, faith and hope are the only spiritual realities which remain. 1 Corinthians 13:13. So put your faith in God's love and the hopelessness that dwells in you now will disappear like snow in the sun.

Remember the devil loves to accuse us of wrong, but he never brings right but only more wrong. The best is to die to the lies dwelling within you and to come to life in His loving truth.

God's loving truth excludes the devil and the lies that he spreads within our hearts and minds and sets us free from our inner torment.

Be of very good courage.

 

[Yusuphhai]

“But store up for yourselves treasures in heaven”（Mat6:20） is a good encouragement. Why do I think I am very poor? Work for Him then I will get salary from heaven. Why I do worry about what to eat and wear? Be a smart "merchant" in spirit and physics, then lack nothing.

Wish you all a happy day!