Whatever I have done to make you so angry at me for all these years, I am truly sorry. My intention was not to hurt you or anyone else, but I did with my behavior. I only know some of what I have done, but I do not know so much. I do know that it is hard for me to control myself with other guys, I do know that I have a drinking problem, I do know that I have quarreled with you frequently, and that is why you don't like when I call, because it seems as if I am always quarreling with you about something.
However I still do not know many things.
However I still do not know many things.