Hi everyone,
Ive been in complete terror for months. Ive been having revelations. I was born again and instead of going for discipleship i put my money and house, adultery and drugs ahead of God and went home thinking... i got this.
I put money and pride ahead of God and i now believe i rejected the last attempt of the HS. I believe I was put under a dillusion believing i could go on sinning. I was calling good evil and evil good. This ultimately led me to say speaking in tongues was of the devil.
All i can think of is im going to hell. I cant believe i threw away a great salvation. and for those wondering... this is the mark of the beast. Is there any hope in hell for me? Im terrorized and holding on by a thread. My mom even heard my grandpa crying in heaven. Im scared and want Jesus. I even had to go to the psych ward. Help me Jesus i know the end is near.
Ive been in complete terror for months. Ive been having revelations. I was born again and instead of going for discipleship i put my money and house, adultery and drugs ahead of God and went home thinking... i got this.
I put money and pride ahead of God and i now believe i rejected the last attempt of the HS. I believe I was put under a dillusion believing i could go on sinning. I was calling good evil and evil good. This ultimately led me to say speaking in tongues was of the devil.
All i can think of is im going to hell. I cant believe i threw away a great salvation. and for those wondering... this is the mark of the beast. Is there any hope in hell for me? Im terrorized and holding on by a thread. My mom even heard my grandpa crying in heaven. Im scared and want Jesus. I even had to go to the psych ward. Help me Jesus i know the end is near.