sick of dukin

[dabro]

I want my Joy back. It covered so many sins and the euphoria of it was better then any drug this world can make. It was clean, always giving me new revelations and was just flat out the best thing for me. But, me knowing me which isn't even 1% of the 100% of what God know about me is that He knows best. My friend died Nov 3 and I just found out about it about 4 days ago. I was crushed. He was an Athiest and I feel alot of condemnation from his passing even tho I have no idea where he went his life and what the bible say feels like it has judged him not me. I know I need a job When I was in the psychward I was always busy and I never really got the chance to fret. THATS what I have been missing. I have been on disibilty for 6 yr's now or I think 5 but I have worked for 6. Just staying busy keeps my mind from wondering. I just want you all to say a prayer for me that I am cured of my illnesses and that I will become a working citizen of the beautiful country.

 

[tturt]

as you ask - praying for you.

 

[redrose42]

He will give you joy in place of sorrow
He will give you love that cast out fear
He will give you sunshine for your shadows
And beauty for ashes here



Jesus is Lord

 

[dabro]

Thank you all for your wisdom and prayers.....

 

[nylah201]

prayers going up for you.