Ok, I am sure there are others like this with this problem.
My girl has a *huge* libido. I enjoy it, really, and I love sex. But somehow I feel like she sees sex as the main expression of our love, and that is my problem now. The thing is that I can only really enjoy sex if I also get enough soul and heart love. I am just made like that and can't help it, my mom is the same way.
I am also very very romantic, love cuddling in the dark with candles and such. Like I said, I really enjoy sex too, my libido is rather high as well and I can go along with having sex almost every day. Also, my girlfriend IS turning me on, so that's not a problem.
But I have trouble in this wave of sex to maintain romantic love. I am reminded to Paul who said sometimes couples should not have sex in order to concentrate on prayer. I know that God wants me and my girl to be one, and that sex is a means to that end. But somehow so far I am unable to communicate that to my girl, that sex is no end in itself but simply has its good place in a bigger scheme of things. It is good and wonderful ... but it's not the biggest thing in life.
My girl is a model and in the past she lived very differently than I, with lot's of money and society friends and all. I fear I could loose her if I can't accommodate her. In the same time she is gentle and kind and loves quiet family life. I am really into her big time. She is just the right girl for me, I am not meaning to critique her.
But I would like to enrich our relationship with more things than just good sex. For example, I love poetry, philosophy and theology, but she is not very interested in books and intellectual discussions and all. I am writing her emails about such things and she just responds with another fantasy. Maybe it's because she's young .... I am 32 and she's 23. But she is very mature in other areas of life.
I feel like I should start to assert myself a little as the man in the relationship, but I'm not experienced in that. I don't want her to think I am ordering her around. In her past relationships she didn't have good men, they were always just interested in her body. She kind of sacrificed herself and let her guys have affairs and flings with other girls. And now she even wants me to be free to have such things myself, while she waits for me at home. I find that idea horrible but so far she is resistant to my attempts of changing her mind. She comes from India where girls and women aren't esteemed well, where men command and girls obey. I don't want that for my girl, she shall have my love always.
I could really need some advice. I love my baby but I need her to understand these things or I am afraid our relationship would fail eventually.
Thank you and God bless!
My girl has a *huge* libido. I enjoy it, really, and I love sex. But somehow I feel like she sees sex as the main expression of our love, and that is my problem now. The thing is that I can only really enjoy sex if I also get enough soul and heart love. I am just made like that and can't help it, my mom is the same way.
I am also very very romantic, love cuddling in the dark with candles and such. Like I said, I really enjoy sex too, my libido is rather high as well and I can go along with having sex almost every day. Also, my girlfriend IS turning me on, so that's not a problem.
But I have trouble in this wave of sex to maintain romantic love. I am reminded to Paul who said sometimes couples should not have sex in order to concentrate on prayer. I know that God wants me and my girl to be one, and that sex is a means to that end. But somehow so far I am unable to communicate that to my girl, that sex is no end in itself but simply has its good place in a bigger scheme of things. It is good and wonderful ... but it's not the biggest thing in life.
My girl is a model and in the past she lived very differently than I, with lot's of money and society friends and all. I fear I could loose her if I can't accommodate her. In the same time she is gentle and kind and loves quiet family life. I am really into her big time. She is just the right girl for me, I am not meaning to critique her.
But I would like to enrich our relationship with more things than just good sex. For example, I love poetry, philosophy and theology, but she is not very interested in books and intellectual discussions and all. I am writing her emails about such things and she just responds with another fantasy. Maybe it's because she's young .... I am 32 and she's 23. But she is very mature in other areas of life.
I feel like I should start to assert myself a little as the man in the relationship, but I'm not experienced in that. I don't want her to think I am ordering her around. In her past relationships she didn't have good men, they were always just interested in her body. She kind of sacrificed herself and let her guys have affairs and flings with other girls. And now she even wants me to be free to have such things myself, while she waits for me at home. I find that idea horrible but so far she is resistant to my attempts of changing her mind. She comes from India where girls and women aren't esteemed well, where men command and girls obey. I don't want that for my girl, she shall have my love always.
I could really need some advice. I love my baby but I need her to understand these things or I am afraid our relationship would fail eventually.
Thank you and God bless!