I just finished reading "The River of Fire" by Kalomiros (http://www.orthodoxpress.org/parish/river_of_fire.htm) and I was perplexed by this section:
"God will never take back this gift of freedom which renders us what we are. This means that we will always be what we want to be, friends or enemies of God, and there is no changing in this our deepest self. In this life, there are profound or superficial changes in our life, in our character, in our beliefs, but all these changes are only the expression in time of our deepest eternal self. This deep eternal self is eternal, with all the meaning of the word. This is why paradise and hell are also eternal. There is no changing in what we really are. Our temporal characteristics and our history in life depend on many superficial things 'which vanish with death, but our real personality is not superficial and does not depend on changing and vanishing things. It is our real self. It remains with us when we sleep in the grave, and will be our real face in the resurrection. It is eternal."
Kalomiros says that Hell exists as a result of our human freedom, because at the core of some individuals there true self rejects God. What I see as problematic is that he also says that this core aspect that rejects God is an unchanging aspect of the individual: "This deep eternal self is eternal, with all the meaning of the word. This is why paradise and hell are also eternal. There is no changing in what we really are."
My question: If we are unable to change this "deep eternal self" Kalomiros speaks of, then how exactly are we free?
"God will never take back this gift of freedom which renders us what we are. This means that we will always be what we want to be, friends or enemies of God, and there is no changing in this our deepest self. In this life, there are profound or superficial changes in our life, in our character, in our beliefs, but all these changes are only the expression in time of our deepest eternal self. This deep eternal self is eternal, with all the meaning of the word. This is why paradise and hell are also eternal. There is no changing in what we really are. Our temporal characteristics and our history in life depend on many superficial things 'which vanish with death, but our real personality is not superficial and does not depend on changing and vanishing things. It is our real self. It remains with us when we sleep in the grave, and will be our real face in the resurrection. It is eternal."
Kalomiros says that Hell exists as a result of our human freedom, because at the core of some individuals there true self rejects God. What I see as problematic is that he also says that this core aspect that rejects God is an unchanging aspect of the individual: "This deep eternal self is eternal, with all the meaning of the word. This is why paradise and hell are also eternal. There is no changing in what we really are."
My question: If we are unable to change this "deep eternal self" Kalomiros speaks of, then how exactly are we free?