About 10 years ago, when I was active in prophetic ministry, I was given a dream on a Saturday night that made me wake up in a cold sweat. Here's the dream:
I am standing, facing the interior of what appears to be an empty city. I see papers/newspapers carried by the wind (similar to tumbleweeds blowing in the wind). I see an empty bike rack in front of me that seems to have significance for some reason. I seem to be standing on a road, which makes a sharp blind left turn around a building. It is daytime. I then hear a voice in my right ear say "You shall help save the homeless, and some of those you save will be the greatest in my kingdom."
The scene then changes, and I see a figure giving out what appears to be pieces of paper on the steps of a government or courthouse building. People, as they walk up the steps, take the paper that is offered to them, but give a strange look to the person handing the papers out once they see what is on the paper.
Then the scene changes one last time, and I look up and see a large satellite dish (like a broadcast dish for a tv station), on top of an office building.
Not long after this dream, my entire life fell apart. I became (ironically) homeless for about 2 years, living on couches and small spare rooms of friends and family.
Since then, I've been too scared to pursue God or any calling further.
My question is this: Was the phase "You will save the homeless..." literal or symbolic? I have tried to pursue helping the homeless, but my background is in design and the arts - not social work. No opportunities have presented themselves for me to pursue anything like helping the poor in an official capacity. I feel lost and without direction.
Help?
I am standing, facing the interior of what appears to be an empty city. I see papers/newspapers carried by the wind (similar to tumbleweeds blowing in the wind). I see an empty bike rack in front of me that seems to have significance for some reason. I seem to be standing on a road, which makes a sharp blind left turn around a building. It is daytime. I then hear a voice in my right ear say "You shall help save the homeless, and some of those you save will be the greatest in my kingdom."
The scene then changes, and I see a figure giving out what appears to be pieces of paper on the steps of a government or courthouse building. People, as they walk up the steps, take the paper that is offered to them, but give a strange look to the person handing the papers out once they see what is on the paper.
Then the scene changes one last time, and I look up and see a large satellite dish (like a broadcast dish for a tv station), on top of an office building.
Not long after this dream, my entire life fell apart. I became (ironically) homeless for about 2 years, living on couches and small spare rooms of friends and family.
Since then, I've been too scared to pursue God or any calling further.
My question is this: Was the phase "You will save the homeless..." literal or symbolic? I have tried to pursue helping the homeless, but my background is in design and the arts - not social work. No opportunities have presented themselves for me to pursue anything like helping the poor in an official capacity. I feel lost and without direction.
Help?