Do you pray with your spouse? If so, who leads the prayer? How often?
Do you pray with your spouse? If so, who leads the prayer? How often?
My husband and I pray daily, sometimes twice daily when his work schedule permits. I usually let him lead in prayer, although there are times if he isn't well or has something very stressful going on, I will pray over him. We also read a chapter from the Bible together every day.
We don't pray together in the sense of just the two of us, no. My husband often leads the dinner prayer, or one of the kids will, and we will all be together for that, but my husband has never been interested in praying together or devotionals.Do you pray with your spouse? If so, who leads the prayer? How often?
Have you always done this? How do you determine which chapter to read?
We haven't. We weren't believers when we married and I got saved before my husband did. We started reading a chapter from Proverbs every day. After a few months of repetition, I decided to read a chapter from Romans every evening. After we finished Romans, my husband suggested we just read through the New Testament together, so we went back to Matthew. After we finish the NT we will go back and start in Genesis. The goal is to eventually read through the entire Bible together, since over the years we've both read the whole Bible at some point.
We haven't. We weren't believers when we married and I got saved before my husband did. We started reading a chapter from Proverbs every day. After a few months of repetition, I decided to read a chapter from Romans every evening. After we finished Romans, my husband suggested we just read through the New Testament together, so we went back to Matthew. After we finish the NT we will go back and start in Genesis. The goal is to eventually read through the entire Bible together, since over the years we've both read the whole Bible at some point.
If you do not mind me asking, what drew you to wanting to become a Christian?
This could be lengthy, but I love sharing our testimony, because God is so gracious and amazing
I got baptized at the age of 13. My family was heavily involved in a very large church. We were the "popular" family, if you will. Eventually I got burnt out. I never had that full-blown, heart changing conversion experience believers talked about. My "Christianity" was more of a show than anything else. After a painful experience and betrayal in my church I abandoned Christianity altogether. When I was pregnant with my son I helped teach a VBS class at the church up the street from where I live, but I ended up wandering into occult practices and settled on Wicca for awhile. Between the ages of 19 and 22 I was sexually promiscuous, a drunk, a partier, and I dabbled in bi-sexuality. At 23 I met my husband. He was Pagan as well, but had been raised in a foot washin' Baptist family. His grandfather was a preacher.
We met, fell in love, moved in together. We read tarot cards and played with crystals and burned incense. We dabbled in the gothic subculture for awhile and flirted with LaVeyan Satanism. The stereotypical stuff most people think is made up for Chick Tracts and whatnot. The problem was that I was in a very dark place mentally and emotionally. I was a self-mutilator, extremely depressed and was suicidal for many years. I attempted suicide on four occasions, contemplated it daily. I had a severe drinking problem and used drugs socially. My husband and I openly scoffed, mocked and blasphemed Christ and ridiculed Christians for sport. I was, what the Bible calls, an enemy of God. I hated everything about Christianity at that time in my life.
When my mother-in-law passed away in October of 2009 that was the first time I'd set foot in a church building in probably six years. It was the first time my husband and I had ever been in one together. As the primitive Baptist preacher shouted the Gospel message during the funeral service, as that ninety year old preacher shouted "testify!" from the amen corner, something caused me to weep. Hard. I was overcome with a grief that went beyond the loss of my husband's mother. I went home and pushed it from my mind and life went on.
I remember I was once caught reading the Bible by my husband, who said, "if you become a Christian, I will divorce you". My hatred for Christianity was surpassed only by his. I decided to emerge myself deeper in New Age practices and I amassed a collection of rocks, books, herbs, and tarot decks. I had a colored candle for any occasion, and herb that could cure whatever ailed you and rocks for every chakra. I studied Reiki and thought pendulums could answer the most important questions I had. But it was empty. I remember my dad once saw my "altar", with all of the candles and incense and rocks and shells and statues and bells and cauldrons and books and he asked me, "why are you willing to follow a religion that costs you hundreds of dollars that comes with hundreds of books with thousands of different opinions when you can buy a Bible at the Dollar Tree and follow Christ for free?" I didn't have any answer for him.
It wasn't until about a year and a half ago that I turned to Christ in earnest. My husband was supportive on a superficial level. The threat of divorce was no longer looming over me. I started to see some hope when my husband presented me with a Bible, with my name engraved on the cover, for Easter last year. He had bought it at a Christian book store. The gesture moved me immensely. I never stopped praying. I had resolved to not be preachy. I wanted to "win him without a word", as the Bible says. Sometime around August of last year, my husband shocked me when he agreed to attend church with me some time. He told me, emphatically, that he would not join, however. I decided to yield to his decision and settled on not officially joining a church unless my husband decided we would.
I prayed and prayed and prayed some more. There were so many things God changed. We stopped swearing, for one thing. My husband started praying with me every day. In November we joined a church. He became more calm and patient, especially with my son. In January, God moved my husband in the most unexpected way ever - he decided to have a vasectomy reversal so that we could try to have children together. That was one source of pain for us for awhile. We were unequally yoked on so many levels once I accepted Christ as my Savior, but God reached out His hand and touched my husband's heart.
And while we still have our moments where we will disagree or be snippy with one another, our relationship is in such a beautiful place it amazes me.