Lately I have been really depressed. I feel trapped in friendships I no longer want and other things that are deeply bothering me. I want to seek God more and I wish I could find more real Christians who are willing to give up worldlyness for God like myself. For example i gave up suporting companies like starbucks but i know a majority of the people i know would judge me if i told them i dont support gay marriage because it is a sin. I often times feel like an outcast even in so called 'Christian' groups that to me don't have God in the center at all. Why is it so hard to find people who truly love God first? We live in a world where if you have morals your not aloud to be honest with how you feel...