First part... my family (wife and 3 kids)have been ripped apart. Last week my wife of 12 years was happy. She would kiss me, hold me at night, asked me to promise I would be with her forever. Tuesday, out of no where, she said she wants a divorce. That alone has crushed me. My kids... . I have always provided for them. I was the one to be with them after work and school due to my wifes late hours. They have been ripped from me. I'm devastated. I can't go to their rooms and play with them like I have all of their lives. I've visited my children for a little bit when I can and they cry when I have to leave. My son which is 11 broke down and cried on me at his football game in front of everyone. I love my wife and children with everything in me. I have never been mean to them in any way. I have always supported them. Im not a drunk or someone on drugs. I just don't understand and can't even get closure because it was so sudden and unexpected.
I'm so crushed and devastated that I feel isolated even in an open field. My anxiety is so high that my limbs get numb and cold. Please pray for me.
Second part. I am religious but would be doomed if I died right now. I don't really know how to pray... I don't know how to do any of it. I do want to.. I just don't know how. I honestly feel like I have been given up on.
I'm so crushed and devastated that I feel isolated even in an open field. My anxiety is so high that my limbs get numb and cold. Please pray for me.
Second part. I am religious but would be doomed if I died right now. I don't really know how to pray... I don't know how to do any of it. I do want to.. I just don't know how. I honestly feel like I have been given up on.