About eight months ago, I engaged in many forms self-worship (gonna give the whole story tomorrow) and at the same time, meditated frequently to open my 'third-eye chakra'. A month ago, I encountered a dark entity/demon and called upon God by His Grace was saved. Through God's Wisdom, I came to realize how prideful I was, so callous and unable empathize with others, and that pride is the root of all sin, and that every day is a struggle to lose pride, but through God can be greatly minimized and completely shed in Heaven.
Since then, the only form of meditation I have practiced is prayer. I do not wish to open my third-eye anymore as I am fully aware that it has drawbacks and am aware via experience of what it can lead to.
For instance, I was playing chess in a park yesterday. I was full of positive energy and having a great time until this man sat down next to me to observe. Immediately the vibes grew heavy and negative -- I looked into his eyes and he was undoubtedly possessed. I didn't know what to do because on one hand I wanted to continue playing chess, and on the other hand, I did not want to be in the presence of this man. For an hour I continued to play despite him, and when he finally left, I felt drained.
I know I will come across these people in my life, and in some circumstances will not be able to escape their presence. In a way, it is nice because I can recognize evil and avoid it and steer loved ones away from possessed people. However, it would be useful if I could have a defense of sorts to not have my energy drained from such people. Does anyone have experience with this?
To end on a good note, my opened 'third-eye' has its rewards, for when I am deep in prayer, I can feel God's love running through me, and I can feel His presence so strongly when I touch the Cross that I carry around. And it has forced me to not associate with negative people and to not engage in things that will lead to negativity because that is when you are vulnerable to dark entities. I was a chronic pot smoker for four years and quit it cold-turkey and am about to do the same with alcohol.
Any advice to my question would be greatly appreciated.
God is Great and God Bless!
Since then, the only form of meditation I have practiced is prayer. I do not wish to open my third-eye anymore as I am fully aware that it has drawbacks and am aware via experience of what it can lead to.
For instance, I was playing chess in a park yesterday. I was full of positive energy and having a great time until this man sat down next to me to observe. Immediately the vibes grew heavy and negative -- I looked into his eyes and he was undoubtedly possessed. I didn't know what to do because on one hand I wanted to continue playing chess, and on the other hand, I did not want to be in the presence of this man. For an hour I continued to play despite him, and when he finally left, I felt drained.
I know I will come across these people in my life, and in some circumstances will not be able to escape their presence. In a way, it is nice because I can recognize evil and avoid it and steer loved ones away from possessed people. However, it would be useful if I could have a defense of sorts to not have my energy drained from such people. Does anyone have experience with this?
To end on a good note, my opened 'third-eye' has its rewards, for when I am deep in prayer, I can feel God's love running through me, and I can feel His presence so strongly when I touch the Cross that I carry around. And it has forced me to not associate with negative people and to not engage in things that will lead to negativity because that is when you are vulnerable to dark entities. I was a chronic pot smoker for four years and quit it cold-turkey and am about to do the same with alcohol.
Any advice to my question would be greatly appreciated.
God is Great and God Bless!