I, too, have left the church, but have not left my faith….
I loved church as a kid. It was my social outlet, my crowd, my people – faith and spirituality were something I identified with at an early age. But, with each generation, comes new perspectives and new ways of thinking.
One of the struggles many millennials have with organized religion in general is the inability of the older generations to adapt, change, or entertain new ideas and new ways of thinking. This is an issue each generation bumps up against, but this generation and this subject don’t seem to be finding a middle ground.
This is the general fallacious viewpoint that she has. Everything that's new isn't better. Some new things are shabby, less time put in to them, etc. Sure, they're shiny and appear great, but they're made with less sturdy materials, etc. The same can be said for new ideas, simply because they're new, doesn't necessarily mean they're progressive, forward thinking, and/or generally better.
1. We don’t like hypocrisy. I know, I know, a lot of you may wrinkle your noses when I say this – or scoff and say, “
maybe other Christians, but not me”. Well friends, I’ve attended, led and pastored in more than one church and in multiple denominations. And, let me tell you, there’s a constant theme. Although, in my experience it seems to be more evident in the evangelical groups, it is a steady theme none the less. An example would be: preachers and sermons demonizing pornography and any use of it. Making it appear that holy people (such as themselves) would never struggle with something like that. Especially never admit to it from the pulpit. Meanwhile,
statistics show that
over 50% of pastors view porn on a regular basis. Or, another example: people who lead mission trips, help the homeless, lead Bible studies and express a large outward appearance of “godliness” – yet, at home, where no one is watching, they neglect their spouses, are angry and controlling with their children and overall treat their family with much less respect and honor as they do the outside world they are “serving”.
Oh my, she discovered Christians aren't perfect, even Christian leaders aren't perfect. Okay, I get it, she believes it's wrong for a leader to be preaching against a sin they're doing. Two things to this, first there are ample Bible scriptures with instruction on how to handle a sinning brother or sister. (Matt 18:15-17 for starters). Second, God used a donkey to rebuke Balaam, God said the rocks will testify to Him. Point being, God can use current sinners to accomplish His work and then deal with their flaws in His time as well. Not saying people should have a free pass to sin, but this whole idea of perfect people preaching is flawed. Even if it was an inner, hidden sin of anger, but not outwardly showed, the preacher is still a sinner. After all, Jesus said if you get angry at a person you've committed murder in your heart. (Matt 5:21-22) Again, they don't have to show it or act on it. You wouldn't know they got angry.
Yes, I know Christian leaders are to be blameless, etc. but that also takes into account the reality that they are human and can fall. Thus, the reason for instructions on dealing with fallen believers.
"There may be some sins of which a man cannot speak, but there is no sin which the blood of Christ cannot wash away." - Spurgeon
2. We don’t think that loving your neighbor as yourself should come with a ton of conditions. Again, I can hear the argument against this statement but, hear me out. I was respected when I loved my Christian peers, pew mates and bible study companions who were like myself. I celebrated their families, their marriages, their accomplishments. But, when my neighbor didn’t attend my church, was LGBTQ or held a different faith, I was not supposed to attend their weddings, rejoice when they had or adopted children or celebrate their accomplishments (because clearly it was all the devil’s handy work). I was also expected to not vote in favor of these neighbors having the same rights as myself; such as rights to marry, have tax benefits and create a family or practice their faith publicly. Not only is this not loving my neighbors as myself – it’s hypocrisy at its finest.
This is where the new thinking becomes a problem and gets in the way of truth. The Bible does not condone LGBTQ, but in her mind and the mind of those who think like her we should ignore that reality and embrace the current trends of today. What happens when those trends change to something else? Something far more heinous? Do we simply say, "Well this in the Bible that condemned murder, etc. well that's just old, this is the new thing?" I know that is an extreme example, but post same-sex legal victories, the crowd of people who want to love children came along. What's next? No, this is not a slippery slope fallacy, you can go out online right now, on YouTube and see Professors starting the strategy that was used to change views on lesbian and homosexual behavior by saying "it's just who they are."
Since she was a pastor, I'm going to assume she had some formal training in fundamental theology. I went to her about page and didn't see any formal education listed, so I'll just assume she, at least had some basic education on certain theological concepts like loving the sinner but hating the sin. Embracing the person, but not embracing their sinful lifestyle.
I'm not going to say what boundaries everyone should set for that, but at some point you are encouraging the person to live in sin if you, for instance, go to party with them knowing they're an alcoholic and there will be alcohol there. Instead, of maybe encouraging them to go somewhere else for example. Or going to a raunchy movie with someone you know struggles with porn.
On one hand she wants to complain about hypocrisy from Church leaders condemning sins they commit, on the other hand she wants to complain about Christians not encouraging sin in the LGBTQ community? Again, this is a product of the times and the flawed mindset that progressive ideas
must be better well...just because they're new and forward thinking.
From a Biblical perspective, LGBTQ is wrong. Now if you're arguing from a philosophical, political, or science perspective that's different. But there are arguments there to also show these practices have negative impacts on society.
3. We looked at history. History has this tendency to repeat itself. It doesn’t take long to pull back a few hundred years of history to see a nasty pattern throughout Westernized Christianity. Such as, the vast majority of slavery and racism was endorsed from pulpits. During the civil war, Christian pamphlets were passed to the confederates from churches and religious leaders in their support of God’s “holy war” –
ie: the right to own slaves (
Stout, Henry S.). Because, after all, slavery is endorsed by scripture. Another example, is how women’s rights were significantly hindered inside of the church and were fought against intensely (and still are) by many Christian leaders. Because, again, scripture supports the silence of women (if you want to interpret it that way). A pattern of oppression, bigotry and an overarching theme of one group holding all of the power, is nauseating.
This is an example of Christianity embracing current culture. It's ironic she uses this because it is an example of What.Not.To.Do. regarding current trends. Still, the reality is there were Christians on both sides in history when it came to these things. Most of the abolition movement were Christians, or at the very least, people who believed the Bible taught against slavery.
She claims that millennial know history, I beg to differ. She only cites the negative, not the positive like the Second Great Awakening encouraging the abolition movement or the many early abolitionists writing against people who used the Bible to advocate slavery. Then there's the reality that like in the ancient days, slavery was something practiced and the Bible established laws often better than those set around it. I won't get into the weeds about this as I wrote a paper on this subject in school years ago since it's a pet peeve of mine due to where I grew up.
The other side of this is that Anna displays all the ideologies of a current left leaning liberal. She talks about patterns of oppression, bigotry, and of one group holding all the power...dare I say that the group she currently leans towards seems to lack the self-awareness that they have regressed to their original roots
(Democrats were the party of the KKK and Confederates) and have adopted an acceptance of oppressive, totalitarian ideas to get their will across...hmmm?
4. We struggle with inequality. We have experienced a lot of diversity. And we believe that diversity is GOOD. We struggle with our LGBTQ brothers and sisters not being allowed to serve or have their families be welcome in church communities. We struggle with the continual lack of diversity in leadership: with women, people of color and LGBTQ people. (If you don’t believe this to be an issue, just look at who is at the top of most Christian churches and communities). And, many times if a woman does find herself at the top, she is paid significantly less than a man would be in her position. The list of spiritually gifted women, LGBTQ people, and people of color that the church has pushed out is truly a tragedy.
Since Anna mentions this twice, this seems to be a core issue for her. See response to #2. LGBTQ people are welcome to go to church, in fact, many of them already are there. Sadly, they end up changing it from the inside rather than the church changing them. Especially in churches I grew up in, see the paragraph below.
She mentions people of color as if there aren't Black churches. I know they exist, I grew up in them.
Also as if there aren't Black Christian leaders embraced by the whole of the Church. Quick example: Dallas Theological Seminary's YouTube page:
Look at the number of non-White lecturers.
Once again, a progressive person who embraces identity politics shows that their ideas don't match up with reality. That's why its regressive. They think we're still somewhere between slavery and pre-civil-rights era 1960's.
5. We have a hard time signing up for the idea that everyone we know who doesn’t claim our faith will be set on fire for eternity. If you’ve grown up in church, this concept seems super easy to embrace.
Of course, your beloved grandma who is a universalist will burn in hell forever. Of course, your best friend at work who is an atheist will be tortured for eternity. Of course, your aunt who is a faithful Buddhist will be rejected by God and sent to be burned. This talk is so normalized for many millennials as children. But, once we grew up and really thought about what we were believing, the harder it was for us to reconcile that with the loving God we know. The concept of
eternal torment is easy to embrace until it’s your grandma. Your parent. Your child. Your best friend. All of the sudden the idea of a forever place of torture doesn’t fit that well.
I've had family members die who weren't right with God. Does it hurt to know they're lost forever, yes. Does that change reality, no. Reality is reality whether you like it or not, whether you want to bury your head in the sand and ignore it. Whether it makes you uncomfortable or not.
Jesus speaks more about hell than heaven, must be a reason for that.
My daughter had an issue with this. It was bothering her that so many people would end up lost, tormented, in hell. I explained to her that it's ultimately their choice. Everyone has a choice. At the end of it all they'll be held to their choice. Many people don't choose God. That's their choice. Period.
This, in my opinion, is a product of Christians focusing entirely too much on the wrong definition of what love is. It's the definition that love is always gentle, always patient, always merciful, always soft, always kind, never uncomfortable. It fails to take into account the side of love that is hard, just, holds one accountable, corrective, and honest. That latter side is the side of God that is also loving because He has to hold people accountable, but for someone who thinks we shouldn't tell the LGBTQ community that their sinning, I don't think Anna grasps this.
6. We look at scripture differently. A lot of millennials were told “because the Bible says” so much that we actually grew up and decided to read it for ourselves. We read. We studied. We wrestled. We researched. And we realized that the Bible isn’t as clear as we were taught. We learned that there are many conflictions. That there is context involved. People involved. Stories involved. We learned that the Bible is complex, beautiful and sacred. And that it’s okay to not know or understand all of it. That it’s okay to disagree with what we were taught (and even disagree with eachother) – and that’s okay.
To be fair, some people do and have responded this way when they seemed intimidated by a question. However, it seems ingenious to not acknowledge that there are plenty who don't. There are plenty who study, know the context, etc. and are willing to answer questions and wrestle with subjects. If one went to school to learn theology this is a fundamental skill taught on how to interpret scripture properly and while I realize not all seminaries are equal, the reality is that there are plenty of studious and learned believers out there with answers. Just because you don't like the answer, doesn't mean it's not an answer.
7. We like authentic community. This is a big one. Many of us grew up attending home group, youth group, life groups, etc – whatever you want to call it. We invested time and energy into relationships, hoping to cultivate genuine connection (beyond just the idea that we attend church together). And, some of those relationships stuck. But, many of them didn’t. Many of these communities we found to be unsafe. Where we couldn’t be our true selves without being judged. We couldn’t express differing opinions (on faith, politics, culture) without being quickly told why we were wrong. We couldn’t go through life’s [bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse]ty circumstances and just BE MAD. OR BE SAD. OR BE HUMAN. We felt expected to constantly be “okay”. And, truthfully, it’s exhausting. Because a lot of us weren’t okay. A lot of us had childhood trauma, failing marriages, troubled kids, a spouse who was gay, addictions to alcohol, pornography and a lot of stuff that is pretty darn heavy. And yet, we felt like couldn’t be real about any of it – because when we were real, we were shamed. Or attempted to be “fixed”, “healed” or “delivered”. Many of us have found that we can cultivate and thrive in real community outside of church. And, we find it to be much healthier for us spiritually and for our families.
In closing, I will say that I have loved the church. I love the people. I love my personal history inside it’s walls. But, as I’ve grown, I have had to make some difficult decisions regarding what is healthy for me and my family.
I worry about her being a pastor when she says Christians shouldn't attempt to deliver people from their vices. Again, she shows that she disagrees with dealing with people's sin yet she started off talking about sinful leaders speaking on sin? She doesn't want to be judged, but she judges?
This will always be one of my pet peeves, when people say "don't judge" and often misquote Jesus. No, Anna's not doing this here directly, but the theme is there.
To be fair, sure, there's a culture of shaming sin or perceived sin from a hypocritical position, but this doesn't deny the reality that the Bible encourages, no demands, that believers call each other out on sin and try to help each other work through that sin. Anna seems to join the two things together as one bad act rather than show she's capable of discerning one from the other.
I worry that her brand of Christianity as it is with many others will create a community of people justifying their wrong. The problem I see here is that she and others like her don't like to be told they're wrong.
What are your thoughts on this?
Anna is plagued by the current model of progressive thought, liberal Christianity, whatever you want to call it. She has placed current social ideas such as identity politics, political correctness, etc. over Biblical truth.
I also suspect Anna is a product of her time in which she thinks everything before her doesn't matter, other than history that exposes the negative side of something. She writes an open letter to the church saying "don't judge, don't tell us we're wrong, don't act on anything in the Bible that tells us we're practicing sin, you must be perfect to do so," and yet she's an exact example of what she's complaining about.