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ok guys,, heres my issue. I need some input if yall woulld be soo kind.
So reacently my counselor has said that i may have Obssessive compulsive disorder. if you dont know what that is watch "as good as it gets.' anyways, i obssese over thoughts that never leave my head. I am a christian so bear that in mind as I tell you my story. ITs like I attack and accuse myself of stuff I never did or even am. example, i would see the micheal jackson case and this voice will be like,,, "your a pervert" if i here about a murder, in my head ,"you are a murderer"
it goes on and on
"you are an atheist"
"you are crazy"
"you are a harlot"
i see someone do something bad and it feels like i have done it myself. its soo weird. it sounds so easy to just tell my head to stop it,, but it wont. my couselor saaid maybe medicine would help but my mom says "no" sometimes this stuff doesnt get me down,, then other times i have panic attacks from it. I just want it to stop, you know. Ive asked God to help me fix my head but sometimes I still feel hopeless. Thanks for reading
So reacently my counselor has said that i may have Obssessive compulsive disorder. if you dont know what that is watch "as good as it gets.' anyways, i obssese over thoughts that never leave my head. I am a christian so bear that in mind as I tell you my story. ITs like I attack and accuse myself of stuff I never did or even am. example, i would see the micheal jackson case and this voice will be like,,, "your a pervert" if i here about a murder, in my head ,"you are a murderer"
it goes on and on
"you are an atheist"
"you are crazy"
"you are a harlot"
i see someone do something bad and it feels like i have done it myself. its soo weird. it sounds so easy to just tell my head to stop it,, but it wont. my couselor saaid maybe medicine would help but my mom says "no" sometimes this stuff doesnt get me down,, then other times i have panic attacks from it. I just want it to stop, you know. Ive asked God to help me fix my head but sometimes I still feel hopeless. Thanks for reading