Between November last year and last month, I have been visiting escorts, going to strip clubs, and watching inappropriate contentography. During most of this time, I was preaching the Gospel of Jesus Christ to hundreds of people. I told my family and abandoned them when the guilt became too much to bear. My wife wants me to submit to the authority to a church up north from where I live and undergo their version of restoration, and I am very willing to do so in order to win back her trust as well as her heart. The question I am asking this forum is this: What does the Bible say of my situation? I cannot use David as an example, because his sin occurred in the Old Testament, and I want to know the New Testament answer of how to deal with this sin. Please keep in mind, I believe the Bible forbids divorce, and my wife believes the same thing, so please do not respond with scriptures about divorce. I need help, please. God is good, and he is in control, but I would like to know what the Bible tells me about when preachers commit adultery. I do not want to end up like some other preachers who lose their faith, and I don't want to dissappoint anyone ever again, nor do I want to disappoint God, either; because I do recognize that I have sinned against God when I broke my covenant with my wife (since it is a breaking of God's covenant as well).
Please help. Lord bless you all!
Please help. Lord bless you all!