- Jun 19, 2016
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I have been on these forums for years desperate for an answer. A few years ago it seemed like most of my attraction to women just disappeared overnight. This messed with my head for a long time: I thought I may have been turning gay or something but most of all it has given me very low confidence as I couldn’t have feelings for women and so I knew I could never talk to one and have a relationship. It also made me develop other physical/sexual problems.
I thought after one week my libido would come back but time went on and it never returned.
In the past year, I started looking into some mental disorders because I felt I resonated somewhat with the testimony of David Wood. I felt like I didn’t care about anyone and nothing ever really made me happy and so I have thought I could be a sociopath. Some people thought I could be depressed but I’m not sad, I’m quite content a lot.
Last night I came across a video about Schizoid personality disorder and it aligned with how I feel a lot! Some signs are: no desire for sexual relationships, not caring about anything, no friends, never feeling very happy after doing fun things.
I don’t fit with all the traits but I fit with a lot of them. I also have a few of the traits of avoidant personality disorder and borderline personality disorder.
I thought after one week my libido would come back but time went on and it never returned.
In the past year, I started looking into some mental disorders because I felt I resonated somewhat with the testimony of David Wood. I felt like I didn’t care about anyone and nothing ever really made me happy and so I have thought I could be a sociopath. Some people thought I could be depressed but I’m not sad, I’m quite content a lot.
Last night I came across a video about Schizoid personality disorder and it aligned with how I feel a lot! Some signs are: no desire for sexual relationships, not caring about anything, no friends, never feeling very happy after doing fun things.
I don’t fit with all the traits but I fit with a lot of them. I also have a few of the traits of avoidant personality disorder and borderline personality disorder.
