Hi all, new here.
My name is Ian i came from Scotland and i now live in the states.
Since I've been to the U.S I've started to feel safe with being who i am, and man that Knows! That Christ is real. But it took me along time "Fully" take it in because i geuss i felt i was alone in someways.
a year ago my Wife had taken sick she had a Anurisum and we where told she only has a 5% chance of making it, and even if she did chances are she would not be the same. That day when i got home to change clothes and go back to ICU i got on my knees and asked God to save her, and even take my Life for hers. and started to pray alot Two weeks later i get a phone call from Scotland, while my wife was in a Coma, that my father past away. I did not feel sorrow as much i would have thought i would have, i geuss i was to busy thinking about my Wife.
My mother in Scotland said that my father was saying not long before he died, i wish my life could be taken to save Ian's Wife. My Wife made a 100% recovery not longer after his passing.
it's almost a year now since my Wife had her Anurisum, and the passing of my Father. I had this Deep dream that i was back in Scotland, with my mother and father, and my Uncel who use to drive us everywhere. and me and my mother got out the Car, but my father stayed in. He told me, my Uncel is going to drive him upto Heven, and i started to cry, i kist him told him I'm sorry for everything i had done to him in the past. i Woke up and Sorrow PURE Sorrow came over me, and now i am moaning his loss. I ask Christ to always look after him, and tell him how sorry i am for everything i have done, and not being there to say goodbye.
do yous think My father knows all about my Dream or was it's Gods way of me having that monet to say goodbye???
things have been Tuff for me, but ever since i have acsepted Christ, before they have gotten to bad, something pops up to make life a little easer. And I'm just sorry i haven't had the chance to know My God-My Hero-My King longer before now.
My name is Ian i came from Scotland and i now live in the states.
Since I've been to the U.S I've started to feel safe with being who i am, and man that Knows! That Christ is real. But it took me along time "Fully" take it in because i geuss i felt i was alone in someways.
a year ago my Wife had taken sick she had a Anurisum and we where told she only has a 5% chance of making it, and even if she did chances are she would not be the same. That day when i got home to change clothes and go back to ICU i got on my knees and asked God to save her, and even take my Life for hers. and started to pray alot Two weeks later i get a phone call from Scotland, while my wife was in a Coma, that my father past away. I did not feel sorrow as much i would have thought i would have, i geuss i was to busy thinking about my Wife.
My mother in Scotland said that my father was saying not long before he died, i wish my life could be taken to save Ian's Wife. My Wife made a 100% recovery not longer after his passing.
it's almost a year now since my Wife had her Anurisum, and the passing of my Father. I had this Deep dream that i was back in Scotland, with my mother and father, and my Uncel who use to drive us everywhere. and me and my mother got out the Car, but my father stayed in. He told me, my Uncel is going to drive him upto Heven, and i started to cry, i kist him told him I'm sorry for everything i had done to him in the past. i Woke up and Sorrow PURE Sorrow came over me, and now i am moaning his loss. I ask Christ to always look after him, and tell him how sorry i am for everything i have done, and not being there to say goodbye.
do yous think My father knows all about my Dream or was it's Gods way of me having that monet to say goodbye???
things have been Tuff for me, but ever since i have acsepted Christ, before they have gotten to bad, something pops up to make life a little easer. And I'm just sorry i haven't had the chance to know My God-My Hero-My King longer before now.
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