- Feb 2, 2008
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Hello yet again yall,
I had another OCD panic attack and need to get this out in the open.
I remembered the lyrics to a song that I sang in my college group a while back.
I had the lyrics "I know that Jesus is well and alive today, he makes his home in my heart". When I think on this statement I thought "Really"?
Naturally, I had yet again another panic attack and episode...
"Did I believe in the resurrection of Jesus Christ at baptism?"
"Do I have enough faith or a strong faith?"
That kind of stuff.
Why does walking with Christ have to be so hard? Why can't I get rid of these doubts about myself? Is this God trying to tell me something?
I just want salvation. Is that to much to ask?
I had another OCD panic attack and need to get this out in the open.
I remembered the lyrics to a song that I sang in my college group a while back.
I had the lyrics "I know that Jesus is well and alive today, he makes his home in my heart". When I think on this statement I thought "Really"?
Naturally, I had yet again another panic attack and episode...
"Did I believe in the resurrection of Jesus Christ at baptism?"
"Do I have enough faith or a strong faith?"
That kind of stuff.
Why does walking with Christ have to be so hard? Why can't I get rid of these doubts about myself? Is this God trying to tell me something?
I just want salvation. Is that to much to ask?