This will be as stupid as it can be to other people, but I suffer from - going to the gym and doing exercises in a certain way, contracting and squeezing them at the top of the movement. I've been weight lifting for a few years now and this is the first thing I think about after I wake up for a year now. I've tried ignoring too as much as possible, trying to be happy, but it always comes back. I constantly believe, that something bad will happen, I will function in a bad way etc., and the worse part is that confronting this fear doesn't make it go away, still in the back of my mind I keep believing that something is actually off and keep tracing it back to this OCD