My husband and I have been faced with a very difficult issue. I was diagnosed with a rare (1 in 10,000) blood disorder called Thrombotic thrombocytopenic purpura (TTP). If I were to get pregnant, I have a high chance of going into DIC, along with many other horrible possibilities. Meaning, the baby and I have a VERY high risk of death.
My husband and I would LOVE to have children. Our plan when we got married was to give God the reins. I even got my mirena removed 3 months before our marriage (we struggled with the sin of pre-marital sex for 6 years before our marriage).
We never really thought too deeply into our birth control option as I am not allowed to take any estrogen because I also have Lupus and high risk of clotting. My options were the depo shot, mirena, or abstinence (or I guess pulling out/condom--BUT WHO WANTS TO DO THAT!? We are married and want to enjoy the gift God gave us).
God has recently revealed to us the burden the mirena puts on His heart. After more research, we found that if I am getting my cycle (which happens once in a while, but not all the time), then I am ovulating, and if I am ovulating, fertilization can take place, in which we are having abortions).
We are now pondering what to do?
-Use no birth control and trust God with possibly taking my life and a babies life?
-Use a different form a birth control
-Pull out/condom method for the rest of our lives?
HELP!! I feel like if I truly put all my faith in Jesus I would choose option 1, but I don't want to be ignorant. God gave us sex to be enjoyed and to bring us closer together in marriage and I don't want either of us to suffer because of my health.
My husband and I would LOVE to have children. Our plan when we got married was to give God the reins. I even got my mirena removed 3 months before our marriage (we struggled with the sin of pre-marital sex for 6 years before our marriage).
We never really thought too deeply into our birth control option as I am not allowed to take any estrogen because I also have Lupus and high risk of clotting. My options were the depo shot, mirena, or abstinence (or I guess pulling out/condom--BUT WHO WANTS TO DO THAT!? We are married and want to enjoy the gift God gave us).
God has recently revealed to us the burden the mirena puts on His heart. After more research, we found that if I am getting my cycle (which happens once in a while, but not all the time), then I am ovulating, and if I am ovulating, fertilization can take place, in which we are having abortions).
We are now pondering what to do?
-Use no birth control and trust God with possibly taking my life and a babies life?
-Use a different form a birth control
-Pull out/condom method for the rest of our lives?
HELP!! I feel like if I truly put all my faith in Jesus I would choose option 1, but I don't want to be ignorant. God gave us sex to be enjoyed and to bring us closer together in marriage and I don't want either of us to suffer because of my health.