- Jul 4, 2021
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Hi everyone
Today I’d like to ask the community for help with something that isn’t panic or anxiety inducing but contempt-inducing and condemn-inducing.
Now for someone like me,I think I am suffering the consequences of when I was younger fulling my mind with worldly ideas such as evolution,hawkings ridiculous theories,and the nonsense atheists babble and scream in anger about.Since my anxiety this past week has subsided,I’m now bombarded with questions regarding if “I’m somehow in a delusion” some sort of tormenting,freethinking ITs.
like I’ve said before,God is my life and my sanity and I am so close to him if I were to be separated from him it’d be like living without a brain or heart.I understand faith without questions is no faith at all.My biggest fear now has changed from a no longer existent fear of hell to a fear of apostasy and unbelief.
I feel like I’m alone in my struggle,I have strong secular phobia,and pay atheists no attention and scorn their ideas.I don’t hate them as people,but I scorn their attitudes of trying to hurt us Christians and bring us down.Has anyone ever had struggles with questions like this that you don’t want to face?
Today I’d like to ask the community for help with something that isn’t panic or anxiety inducing but contempt-inducing and condemn-inducing.
Now for someone like me,I think I am suffering the consequences of when I was younger fulling my mind with worldly ideas such as evolution,hawkings ridiculous theories,and the nonsense atheists babble and scream in anger about.Since my anxiety this past week has subsided,I’m now bombarded with questions regarding if “I’m somehow in a delusion” some sort of tormenting,freethinking ITs.
like I’ve said before,God is my life and my sanity and I am so close to him if I were to be separated from him it’d be like living without a brain or heart.I understand faith without questions is no faith at all.My biggest fear now has changed from a no longer existent fear of hell to a fear of apostasy and unbelief.
I feel like I’m alone in my struggle,I have strong secular phobia,and pay atheists no attention and scorn their ideas.I don’t hate them as people,but I scorn their attitudes of trying to hurt us Christians and bring us down.Has anyone ever had struggles with questions like this that you don’t want to face?