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Hi everyone! I'm new to the forums. My name is Rachel. Last year I got pregnant for the 1st time and delivered my daughter 12 weeks too soon. She lived a tough life in the NICU for 4 long months before passing away. We never got to bring her home. She passed on 3/9/08. Two weeks later my lil brother was in a terrible car wreck and was in the hospital for 2.5 months suffering from a severe traumatic brain injury. During his hospital stay I find myself pregnant again. I loved and still love my daughter dearly. I cry from time to time but nothing like I expected I would. I miss her but know she's in a better place. I feel like I've missed the greiving stage of this pocess some how wether it be from attening so closely to my brother shortly after her passing or becoming pregnant so soon after. But now I find myself angry all the time. Not at her death but at any little thing. I find that I have a poor attitude towards a lot of things now. Rya and I are now having more problems than ever. We decided today to see a counselor. I'm hoping that we can work through some things. Has anyone here lost a child. Or even if you haven't lost a child, do you have any advice for me? Thanks in advanced!
Rachel
Rachel