I don't know exactly when it started, but I have this horrible paranoia that everyone is an angel. When I walk past someone on the street, my mind screams, "Angel!" and when I go in a store to buy something, with everyone I pass, my mind screams, "Angel!" It's very annoying and difficult to control.
It bothers me, because I end up believing it at times, and then I become so paranoid that I can't think of what I am doing. Because of this increase in paranoia, I have become afraid of angels. It's not because I'm afraid of their light (because that would be evil). I'm afraid because they're able to read minds. Imagine yourself standing before a high and noble prince, and you have the most silly and disturbing thoughts running through your mind...and the prince can understand them all. That's how I feel.
I even started to dislike them a while ago, because I kept believing that people were angels and those people would sometimes be rude to me. Then I would harbor the thought that angels were nasty scum.
So please pray for me, or at least help me understand what in the world is wrong with me. It's gotten me so badly that I think they follow me online, or follow other people online.
It bothers me, because I end up believing it at times, and then I become so paranoid that I can't think of what I am doing. Because of this increase in paranoia, I have become afraid of angels. It's not because I'm afraid of their light (because that would be evil). I'm afraid because they're able to read minds. Imagine yourself standing before a high and noble prince, and you have the most silly and disturbing thoughts running through your mind...and the prince can understand them all. That's how I feel.
I even started to dislike them a while ago, because I kept believing that people were angels and those people would sometimes be rude to me. Then I would harbor the thought that angels were nasty scum.
So please pray for me, or at least help me understand what in the world is wrong with me. It's gotten me so badly that I think they follow me online, or follow other people online.