I guess my real question is this:
Is it right to expect too much from a child?
Will expecting too much do a child harm?
For those who don't know, I had to send my 15 year old daughter to live with her step sister in another State.
There are a couple things that I just don't agree with, and think are a little too hard on my daughter.
1. She can not go out of the house without being dressed properly, her hair done perfectly, and make up.
My step daughter says that she has an image to give, and she wants her giving the right one.
On the dressing issue: My daughter never dressed provocatively. Sometimes she would go to the store or school in sweat pants and a tee shirt, but her sister will not allow this. She also used to wear no make up. Now she has to wear it. Make up IMO is not good for your face. It gives off a faulse image, and I just don't like it.
2. They get angry with her for not being a social butterfly. They've picked all her friends, and won't allow her to associate with someone who they think doesn't fit in to their social expectations.
I've taught my daughter to love everyone. That no one is better than anyone else. I'm so afraid that she is going to start looking down on those less fortunate than her.
3. She always has to "smile" when out in public.
This is another fake issue to me. She is going through a very rough time right now, and she doesn't need to be pretending. She needs to let certain people know that she is hurting inside. I've read things of hers that tell of how she goes to bed and cries herself to sleep at night because she is hurting so badly. But she has no one to talk to about it! I think this is only hurting her worse
4. Perfection. My step daughter and her husband expect her to be perfect at what ever she does.
They have her taking dance and baton lessons. My daughter has never even held a baton before, but they expect her to do just as well as the majorites. And if she's not, they either get angry at her, or make fun. Same with dance.
I think that activities should be done for fun, and they should be enjoyed.
I'm really grateful to them for accepting the responsibility of taking care of her this year, but sometimes I think it's doing her more harm than good.
I'm the one who sent her away. I'm the one who will not allow her to come home because I know she'll be right back in the same situation she was in before she left, but I just don't agree with so many things. And shouldn't I have a say so in the matter?
Shouldn't I be able to say "No, you're being too hard on her" or "I don't agree with that"?
I sent her away for her own well being, not because I don't love her, but because I do love her. Now I don't even feel like I'm her mom anymore, and that hurts more than having to send her away did.
I guess I'm just venting again. No one really has to respond. I just miss my daughter, and I wish there was an easy solution to this delimma. I just wish I knew without doubt that I'm doing the right thing.
Anyhow, thanks for letting me vent. And God Bless you all. I pray that all of your children are good, and that no one ever has to go through what I'm having to go through.