I cant remember feeling love as real and as big as this. 
All my life I was waiting, trying to find that person who Ill have a happy ever after with. Yes, I am that kind of girl. Ive been so in love so many times and Ive been broken hearted probably as much. I was going through a pattern, going around in circles. I started wondering why I was given a heart like mine, I got so tired.. One day I decided to let it all go.
There was someone waiting all along, hes always been there but I never really noticed. I couldn't understand how he can still stay after everything I put him through, how he can still give me so much after leaving him on the sidelines. So I asked him to make me understand, to do what it takes for me to get it, to make me love him.
He never stopped. So finally, I let him.
With him, I just know its forever. Hell never cheat on me. Hell never be too busy for me. He can never be far away from me. He always listens, I dont have to worry about being wrong or looking stupid because he knows the very depths of me and he accepts me for my weaknesses and my imperfections. He loves me even during the times Im being so hard on him or even those times I turned my back on him and did him wrong.
Ill never have to worry about his intentions with me or what might be the real motive behind all the kindness and goodness, it is his very nature. He stays true to his words and never breaks his promises.
Hell never be inconsistent or moody or complicated. When I dont get it, he helps me understand. When it takes time for me to understand, he is always patient with me. When Im having a hard time making decisions, he makes it easier for me and leads me into making the right one And when I sometimes choose the wrong one, he doesn't take it against me. He gets to me and brings me back on track.
When I dont feel like it, hes still there, he never leaves yet he never forces himself to me. When Im afraid he comforts me with his warm embrace and his loving words and gives me peace like no other. When Im sad he is my joy. When Im weary he is my strength. When Im sick he is my healer. When people are against me he is for me.
He never walks out on me even when I walked out on him so many times. He doesn't bring up the past because he has already forgiven me. He never hurts me or pushes me away. He is my protection, my security, my shield. Hes the safest place I can ever be at. When I make a mistake he never tells me, I told you so.
He is the best provider, he knows what I need even before I say it.. And those things, deep within my heart that I want but dont even know, even those he gives me delightfully. He listens to me so eagerly like its the first time, but when I cant find and run out of words to say, I dont have to say anything. I dont have to constantly explain or defend myself to him. He knows me like no other and he totally gets me.
He leads me so lovingly. He is faithful even when Im not. He always wants the best for me yet he never imposes. He cares for me like Im a delicate creature but strengthens me like a mighty warrior.
He knows I need him, that my whole life depends on Him but he never abuses that. He assures me of his love everyday.
Everyday he amazes me, everyday he surprises me. EVERYDAY HE LOVES ME THE SAME.
And you know what? Even when hes doing all that for me and more, he will never say I did all these things for you, you have to do the same for me too.
He knows I cant with my own will and strength. It will never be enough, not even close to how much hes been loving me and how hed always love me.
You see, only He can love so perfectly. He will never ran out. The source of that love is unlimited because HE IS THE SOURCE.
Oh man! The king of all kings, Lord of all Lords, the best of the best, the standard of perfection, the ever present, all-powerful, all-knowing, ALMIGHTY GOD is my ULTIMATE LOVER! Hes been loving me even before my existence.
When I allowed him to love me thats when everything changed. I encountered a different kind of love, not as the world know it and how I knew it. Now I can change my status and say Im In A Lasting Relationship with the only one whos permanent and everlasting. I am His and He is mine.
This love is impossible to give if you havent encountered it but when you do, you will never be the same again and you will live and love with a different standard, His.
So lets not forget who first loved us and who will love us the same for all eternity, the one true love, the only happy ever after.
This is real lovenot that we loved God, but that he loved us and sent his Son as a sacrifice to take away our sins. (1 John 4:10 NLT)
If you ever get this far, thanks! Really just wanna share this to encourage whoever needs it
All my life I was waiting, trying to find that person who Ill have a happy ever after with. Yes, I am that kind of girl. Ive been so in love so many times and Ive been broken hearted probably as much. I was going through a pattern, going around in circles. I started wondering why I was given a heart like mine, I got so tired.. One day I decided to let it all go.
There was someone waiting all along, hes always been there but I never really noticed. I couldn't understand how he can still stay after everything I put him through, how he can still give me so much after leaving him on the sidelines. So I asked him to make me understand, to do what it takes for me to get it, to make me love him.
He never stopped. So finally, I let him.
With him, I just know its forever. Hell never cheat on me. Hell never be too busy for me. He can never be far away from me. He always listens, I dont have to worry about being wrong or looking stupid because he knows the very depths of me and he accepts me for my weaknesses and my imperfections. He loves me even during the times Im being so hard on him or even those times I turned my back on him and did him wrong.
Ill never have to worry about his intentions with me or what might be the real motive behind all the kindness and goodness, it is his very nature. He stays true to his words and never breaks his promises.
Hell never be inconsistent or moody or complicated. When I dont get it, he helps me understand. When it takes time for me to understand, he is always patient with me. When Im having a hard time making decisions, he makes it easier for me and leads me into making the right one And when I sometimes choose the wrong one, he doesn't take it against me. He gets to me and brings me back on track.
When I dont feel like it, hes still there, he never leaves yet he never forces himself to me. When Im afraid he comforts me with his warm embrace and his loving words and gives me peace like no other. When Im sad he is my joy. When Im weary he is my strength. When Im sick he is my healer. When people are against me he is for me.
He never walks out on me even when I walked out on him so many times. He doesn't bring up the past because he has already forgiven me. He never hurts me or pushes me away. He is my protection, my security, my shield. Hes the safest place I can ever be at. When I make a mistake he never tells me, I told you so.
He is the best provider, he knows what I need even before I say it.. And those things, deep within my heart that I want but dont even know, even those he gives me delightfully. He listens to me so eagerly like its the first time, but when I cant find and run out of words to say, I dont have to say anything. I dont have to constantly explain or defend myself to him. He knows me like no other and he totally gets me.
He leads me so lovingly. He is faithful even when Im not. He always wants the best for me yet he never imposes. He cares for me like Im a delicate creature but strengthens me like a mighty warrior.
He knows I need him, that my whole life depends on Him but he never abuses that. He assures me of his love everyday.
Everyday he amazes me, everyday he surprises me. EVERYDAY HE LOVES ME THE SAME.
And you know what? Even when hes doing all that for me and more, he will never say I did all these things for you, you have to do the same for me too.
He knows I cant with my own will and strength. It will never be enough, not even close to how much hes been loving me and how hed always love me.
You see, only He can love so perfectly. He will never ran out. The source of that love is unlimited because HE IS THE SOURCE.
Oh man! The king of all kings, Lord of all Lords, the best of the best, the standard of perfection, the ever present, all-powerful, all-knowing, ALMIGHTY GOD is my ULTIMATE LOVER! Hes been loving me even before my existence.
When I allowed him to love me thats when everything changed. I encountered a different kind of love, not as the world know it and how I knew it. Now I can change my status and say Im In A Lasting Relationship with the only one whos permanent and everlasting. I am His and He is mine.
This love is impossible to give if you havent encountered it but when you do, you will never be the same again and you will live and love with a different standard, His.
So lets not forget who first loved us and who will love us the same for all eternity, the one true love, the only happy ever after.
This is real lovenot that we loved God, but that he loved us and sent his Son as a sacrifice to take away our sins. (1 John 4:10 NLT)
If you ever get this far, thanks! Really just wanna share this to encourage whoever needs it
Haha I can go on and on but you know what I mean 
