My wife passed away 2 months ago. We had 10 years of a blessed life. Now I am finding hard not to obsess with what happened the night she passed. She had Multiple Slcerosis and it was progressing fast. I seem to be dwelling on the what if's, if only's, regrets, could I have saved her? I am depressed, physical pains, heart palpitations, choking, feel like I can't breathe. I do know we had the most wonderful Christian marriage I could ask for as we prayed, studied together. What I learned from a post is that Satan wants to keep is in this pitfall of regret and such. I know God has something beautiful planned for me, but as hard as it is, I am just terribly lonely, a basket case. Any ideas for getting back into life I would welcome very much, as I must turn this over to Christ, especially knowing she is with Him. Thanks, lost and desperate.
Breck
Breck