- Feb 12, 2010
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So I'm a convert, and I have a lot of Protestant friends, and one of my friends was asking me what I do to keep my relationship with God "fresh" (alive, growing, etc.) and I said she asked me what i did to keep my relationship with God "fresh" and I said that i don't think about it in terms of "relationship with God" because I don't know what my relationship with God is like because I don't know what God is like. So I said I would rather answer the question in terms of what I do to keep my faith "fresh."
Is that the right way to think about it? I don't know if it's because I'm a convert or what, but I have found the whole "relationship with God" thing really repellent and too closey smooshy wooshy. At first that meant that I was kind of mechanical in my prayer, but I feel like I've come to some balance in between acknowledging (in a very small way) that God is a big mysterious being that I can't know and understand all about, and also between "JC being my homeboy" and all that good (hilarious) Protestant "closeness" with God stuff.
Sometimes I'm afraid to pray spontaneous prayers though because I don't know HOW to address God, not because I'm afraid of offending Him (He knows my limitations in understanding) but because I don't want to confused my own understanding. Does this make sense? Did I do alright?
Is that the right way to think about it? I don't know if it's because I'm a convert or what, but I have found the whole "relationship with God" thing really repellent and too closey smooshy wooshy. At first that meant that I was kind of mechanical in my prayer, but I feel like I've come to some balance in between acknowledging (in a very small way) that God is a big mysterious being that I can't know and understand all about, and also between "JC being my homeboy" and all that good (hilarious) Protestant "closeness" with God stuff.
Sometimes I'm afraid to pray spontaneous prayers though because I don't know HOW to address God, not because I'm afraid of offending Him (He knows my limitations in understanding) but because I don't want to confused my own understanding. Does this make sense? Did I do alright?