People always say it is easy to be a Christian, if that is true why is not everyone one? Christians are call all manor of things, and then their is the struggle within. We fight daily are flesh nature and when we sin we feel guilty, sure God forgives us as soon as we ask but what is hard is forgiveness our self. We want so much to live with out sin, but are bodies have sin living in them. We literally live with what we hate. We hate sin Like Our Father. If you are saved you hate sin, look in side your self deep and see the truth. Sometimes I want to die just so I can stop sinning. I want my new body to match my spirit so I will never sin again. I want Jesus to come so I am not longer tempted, and so I no longer have to live in a world of sin. I stumble to sin over and over and i know If I ask God He has been standing right next to me just waiting to forgive me. It rips my heart out that He loves me so much and I can never equal that love back to Him, But he does not care He loves me any way. He loves me perfectly. Any other father would have put me to death, kicked me out of the house locked and bared the doors from me coming back, But Not God. He opens all the doors and windows, and says when the world beats you up, when you had enough bad fruit, come home and rest. I will welcome you with open arms if you ask me to? All He ask is that i show the same to my everyone else, which i feel at that, but he says its ok, just ask for forgiveness i want to forgive you. He is quick to forgive me. The only think I can give Him is me, but i struggle with that, He has me that is for sure, but to do any thing at all He has to carry me. The question comes why does He love me? ANd the answer because you are my child. I could not love my own child this way But God loves me this way.
The greatness of God can be found in everything He does, but few ever realize the greatness of His Love, Mercy, and Grace.
I love God and I know i will sin again. It breaks my heart i break down in tears when I am tempted because stumble so much. But I am saved. It took a might God of Love to save this wretched soul.
The greatness of God can be found in everything He does, but few ever realize the greatness of His Love, Mercy, and Grace.
I love God and I know i will sin again. It breaks my heart i break down in tears when I am tempted because stumble so much. But I am saved. It took a might God of Love to save this wretched soul.