Hi. I really need some advice. My name is Nicole. I am a junior in college. My freshman year, I met this guy and we hit it off right away. He loved sports and so do I. We were really good friends for a while and then it turned into something more. I started doing things with him that I know I shouldn't have. We weren't having sex but we were doing things that could lead to sex. I really liked him. At the end of my freshman year, he went back home which is 4 hours away from me. He used to really be strong in his walk with God but that changed when he was in high school. H comes from a christian family. He never came back to the school and I haven't seen him since. I try to forget about him but I can't. We talk sometimes but not that often. When we talk its just like it used to be. We can talk for hours. I even pray for him. I don't know but I really feel like he is someone that I could be with. I am not sure if it is because I feel physically attached to him? I always wanted to wait for marriage to have sex. Even though we didn't have sexual intercourse, we were engaging in oral sex and other things like that. I feel like he is the one for me. Am I wasting time, thinking that one day we could be together?