So I got into a huge fight with my sister in law and now I don't want to go to their house for Thanksgiving. (They are having everyone come) One reason is cause of the fight. Another reason is cause I did something that I shouldn't of and now her foster daughter is scared of me. So thats just another reason why I shouldn't go.
I miss my family so much. Haven't seen them in 2 years. I just want my family back. Don't like his family so its hard living here.
But Jordan and I decided as a couple that we were going to do Thanksgiving on a different day and have his parents and maybe aunt come over.
All in all holidays suck for me now. Yes I know I am married and have his family but what about mine? UGH!
Just want to run away and not look back.
I miss my family so much. Haven't seen them in 2 years. I just want my family back. Don't like his family so its hard living here.
But Jordan and I decided as a couple that we were going to do Thanksgiving on a different day and have his parents and maybe aunt come over.
All in all holidays suck for me now. Yes I know I am married and have his family but what about mine? UGH!
Just want to run away and not look back.
I'm making a turkey with the sides for my husband and I. 
